And Just Like That

It's not fun anymore. I hope it will go back to being fun tomorrow. Today I was on the treadmill, hungry, hung over, tired, and very, very hot. I plan to run on the trail again tomorrow even if it's overpopulated because clearly I no longer enjoy running inside. I didn't even manage my new "minimum" of 3.1 miles because it was boring and it sucked. I've sort of hit the "this isn't doing any good and I'm not enjoying it anymore so fuck it" wall and all I can really do is try to push through by running tomorrow, and hopefully making up for the dismal day today by getting back up to 4 miles and actually enjoying myself again.